Chapter 29 - Of Brynhild's great Grief and Mourning.
After this talk Brynhild lay a-bed, and tidings were brought to King Gunnar that Brynhild was sick; he goes to see her thereon, and asks what ails her; but she
answered him naught, but lay there as one dead: and when he was hard on her for an answer, she said--
"What didst thou with that ring that I gave thee, even the one which King Budli gave me at our last parting, when thou and King Giuki came to him and threatened
fire and the sword, unless ye had me to wife? Yea, at that time he led me apart, and asked me which I had chosen of those who were come; but I prayed him that I
might abide to ward the land and be chief over the third part of his men; then were there two choices for me to deal betwixt either that I should be wedded to
him whom he would, or lose all my weal and friendship at his hands; and he said withal that his friendship would be better to me than his wrath: then I bethought
me whether I should yield to his will, or slay many a man; and therewithal I deemed that it would avail little to strive with him, and so it fell out, that I
promised to wed whomsoever should ride the horse Grani with Fafnir's Hoard, and ride through my flaming fire, and slay those men whom I called on him to slay,
and now so it was, that none durst ride, save Sigurd only, because he lacked no heart thereto; yea, and the Worm he flew, and Regin, and five kings beside; but
thou, Gunnar, durst do naught; as pale as a dead man didst thou wax, and no king thou art, and no champion; so whereas I made a vow unto my father, that him
alone would I love who was the noblest man alive, and that this is none save Sigurd, lo, now have I broken my oath and brought it to naught, since he is none of
mine, and for this cause shall I compass thy death; and a great reward of evil things have I wherewith to reward Grimhild;--never, I wot, has woman lived eviler
or of lesser heart than she."
Gunnar answered in such wise that few might hear him, "Many a vile word hast thou spoken, and an evil-hearted woman art thou, whereas thou revilest a woman far
better than thou; never would she curse her life as thou dost; nay, nor has she tormented dead folk, or murdered any; but lives her life well praised of all."
Brynhild answered, "Never have I dwelt with evil things privily, or done loathsome deeds;--yet most fain I am to slay thee."
And therewith would she slay King Gunnar, but Hogni laid her in fetters; but then Gunnar spake withal--
"Nay, I will not that she abide in fetters."
Then said she, "Heed it not! For never again seest thou me glad in thine hall, never drinking, never at the chess-play, never speaking the words of kindness,
never over-laying the fair cloths with gold, never giving thee good counsel;--ah, my sorrow of heart that I might not get Sigurd to me!"
Then she sat up and smote her needlework, and rent it asunder, and bade set open her bower doors, that far away might the wailings of her sorrow be heard; then
great mourning and lamentation there was, so that folk heard far and wide through that abode.
Now Gudrun asked her bower-maidens why they sat so joyless and downcast. "What has come to you, that ye fare ye as witless women, or what unheard-of wonders
have befallen you?"
Then answered a waiting lady, hight Swaflod, "An untimely, an evil day it is, and our hall is fulfilled of lamentation."
Then spake Gudrun to one of her handmaids, "Arise, for we have slept long; go, wake Brynhild, and let us fall to our needlework and be merry."
"Nay, nay," she says, "nowise may I wake her, or talk with her; for many days has she drunk neither mead nor wine; surely the wrath of the Gods has fallen upon
her."
Then spake Gudrun to Gunnar, "Go and see her," she says, "and bid her know that I am grieved with her grief."
"Nay," says Gunnar, "I am forbid to go see her or to share her weal."
Nevertheless he went unto her, and strives in many wise to have speech of her, but gets no answer whatsoever; therefore he gets him gone and finds Hogni, and
bids him go see her: he said he was loth thereto, but went, and gat no more of her.
Then they go and find Sigurd, and pray him to visit her; he answered naught thereto, and so matters abode for that night.
But the next day, when he came home from hunting, Sigurd went to Gudrun, and spake--
"In such wise do matters show to me, as though great and evil things will betide from this trouble and upheaving; and that Brynhild will surely die."
Gudrun answers, "O my lord, by great wonders is she encompassed, seven days and seven nights has she slept, and none has dared wake her."
"Nay, she sleeps not," said Sigurd, "her heart is dealing rather with dreadful intent against me."
Then said Gudrun, weeping, "Woe worth the while for thy death! Go and see her; and wot if her fury may not be abated; give her gold, and smother up her grief
and anger therewith!"
Then Sigurd went out, and found the door of Brynhild's chamber open; he deemed she slept, and drew the clothes from off her, and said--
"Awake, Brynhild! The sun shineth now over all the house, and thou hast slept enough; cast off grief from thee, and take up gladness!"
She said, "And how then hast thou dared to come to me? In this treason none was worse to me than thou."
Said Sigurd, "Why wilt thou not speak to folk? For what cause sorrowest thou?"
Brynhild answers, "Ah, to thee will I tell of my wrath!"
Sigurd said, "As one under a spell art thou, if thou deemest that there is aught cruel in my heart against thee; but thou hast him for husband whom thou didst
choose."
"Ah, nay," she said, "never did Gunnar ride through the fire to me, nor did he give me to dower the host of the slain: I wondered at the man who came into my
hall; for I deemed indeed that I knew thine eyes; but I might not see clearly, or divide the good from the evil, because of the veil that lay heavy on my
fortune."
Says Sigurd, "No nobler men are there than the sons of Giuki, they slew the king of the Danes, and that great chief, the brother of King Budli."
Brynhild answered, "Surely for many an ill-deed must I reward them; mind me not of my griefs against them! But thou, Sigurd, slewest the Worm, and rodest the
fire through; yea, and for my sake, and not one of the sons of King Giuki."
Sigurd answers, "I am not thy husband, and thou art not my wife; yet did a farfamed king pay dower to thee."
Says Brynhild, "Never looked I at Gunnar in such a wise that my heart smiled on him; and hard and fell am I to him, though I hide it from others."
"A marvellous thing," says Sigurd, "not to love such a king; what angers thee most? For surely his love should be better to thee than gold."
"This is the sorest sorrow to me," she said, "that the bitter sword is not reddened in thy blood."
"Have no fear thereof!" says he, "no long while to wait or the bitter sword stand deep in my heart; and no worse needest thou to pray for thyself, for thou wilt
not live when I am dead; the days of our two lives shall be few enough from henceforth."
Brynhild answers, "Enough and to spare of bale is in thy speech, since thou bewrayedst me, and didst twin1 me and all bliss;--naught do I heed my life or
death."
Sigurd answers, "Ah, live, and love King Gunnar and me withal!
And all my wealth will I give thee if thou die not."
Brynhild answers, "Thou knowest me not, nor the heart that is in me; for thou art the first and best of all men, and I am become the most loathsome of all woman
to thee."
"This is truer," says Sigurd, "that I loved thee better than myself, though I fell into the wiles from whence our lives may not escape; for whenso my own heart
and mind availed me, then I sorrowed sore that thou wert not my wife; but as I might I put my trouble from me, for in a king's dwelling was I; and withal and in
spite of all I was well content that we were all together. Well may it be, that that shall come to pass which is foretold; neither shall I fear the fulfilment
thereof."
Brynhild answered, and said, "Too late thou tellest me that my grief grieved thee: little pity shall I find now."
Sigurd said, "This my heart would, that thou and I should go into one bed together; even so wouldst thou be my wife."
Said Brynhild, "Such words may nowise be spoken, nor will I have two kings in one hall; I will lay my life down rather than beguile Gunnar the King."
And therewith she call to mind how they met, they two, on the mountain, and swore oath each to each.
"But now is all changed and I will not live."
"I might not call to mind thy name," said Sigurd, "or know time again, before the time of thy wedding; the greatest of all griefs is that."
Then said Brynhild, "I swore an oath to wed the man who should ride my flaming fire, and that oath will I hold to, or die."
"Rather than thou die, I will wed thee, and put away Gudrun." said Sigurd.
But therewithal so swelled the heart betwixt the sides of him, that the rings of his byrny burst asunder.
"I will not have thee," says Brynhild, "nay, nor any other!"
Then Sigurd got him gone.
So saith the song of Sigurd--
"Out then went Sigurd,
The great kings' well-loved,
From the speech and the sorrow,
Sore drooping, so grieving,
That the shirt round about him
Of iron tings woven,
From the sides brake asunder
Of the brave in the battle."
So when Sigurd came into the hall, Gunnar asked if he had come to a knowledge of what great grief lay heavy on her, or if she had power of speech: and Sigurd
said that she lacked it not. So now Gunnar goes to her again, and asked her, what wrought her woe, or if there were anything that might amend it.
"I will not live," says Brynhild, "for Sigurd has bewrayed me, yea, and thee no less, whereas thou didst suffer him to come into my bed: lo thou, two men in one
dwelling I will not have; and this shall be Sigurd's death, or thy death, or my death;--for now has he told Gudrun all, and she is mocking me even now!"
[1. Sunder.]
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29. Kapítuli
Eptir þetta tal leggst Brynhildr í rekkju, ok kómu þessi tíðendi fyrir Gunnar konung, at Brynhildr er sjúk. Hann hittir hana ok spyrr, hvat henni sé, en hún svarar
engu ok liggr sem hún sé dauð. Ok er hann leitar eptir fast, þá svarar hún:
"Hvat gerðir þú af hring þeim, er ek selda þér, er Buðli konungr gaf mér at efsta skilnaði, er þér Gjúki konungr kómuð til hans ok hétuð at herja eða brenna, nema
þér næðið mér? Síðan leiddi hann mik á tal ok spyrr, hvern ek köra af þeim, sem komnir váru, en ek buðumst til at verja landit ok vera höfðingi yfir þriðjungi liðs.
Váru þá tveir kostir fyrir hendi, at ek munda þeim verða at giftast, sem hann vildi, eða vera án alls fjár ok hans vináttu; kvað þó sína vináttu mér mundu betr
gegna en reiði. Þá hugsaða ek með mér, hvárt ek skylda hlýða hans vilja eða drepa margan mann. Ek þóttumst vanfær til at þreyta við hann, ok þar kom, at ek hétumst
þeim, er riði hestinum Grana með Fáfnis arfi ok riði minn vafrloga ok dræpi þá menn, er ek kvað á. Nú treystist engi at ríða nema Sigurðr einn. Hann reið eldinn,
því at hann skorti eigi hug til. Hann drap orminn ok Regin ok fimm konunga, en eigi þú, Gunnarr, er þú fölnaðir sem nár, ok ertu engi konungr né kappi. Ok þess
strengda ek heit heima at föður míns, at ek munda þeim einum unna, er ágæztr væri alinn, en þat er Sigurðr. Nú erum vér eiðrofa, er vér eigum hann eigi, ok fyrir
þetta skal ek ráðandi þíns dauða. Ok eigum vér Grímhildi illt at launa. Henni finnst engi kona huglausari né verri."
Gunnarr svarar, svá at fáir heyrðu: "Mörg flærðarorð hefir þú mælt, ok ertu illúðig kona, er þú ámælir þeiri konu, er mjök er um þik fram, ok eigi undi hún verr
sínu, svá sem þú gerir, eða kvaldi dauða menn, ok engan myrði hún ok lifir við lof."
Brynhildr svarar: "Ekki höfum vér launþing haft né ódáðir gert, ok annat er várt eðli, ok fúsari værim vér at drepa yðr."
Síðan vildi hún drepa Gunnar konung, en Högni setti hana í fjötra. Gunnarr mælti þá:
"Eigi vil ek, at hún búi í fjötrum."
Hún svarar: "Hirð eigi þat, því at aldri sér þú mik glaða síðan í þinni höll eða drekka né tefla né hugat mæla né gulli leggja góð klæði né yðr ráð gefa."
Kvað hún sér þat mestan harm, at hún átti eigi Sigurð. Hún settist upp ok sló sinn borða, svá at sundr gekk, ok bað svá lúka skemmudyrum, at langa leið mætti
heyra hennar harmtölur. Nú er harmr mikill, ok heyrir um allan bæinn. Guðrún spyrr skemmumeyjar sínar, hví þær sé svá ókátar eða hryggar -- "eða hvat er yðr, eða
hví fari þér sem vitlausir menn, eða hverr gyzki er yðr orðinn?"
Þá svarar hirðkona ein, er Svafrlöð hét: "Þetta er ótímadagr. Vár höll er full af harmi."
Þá mælti Guðrún til sinnar vinkonu: "Stattu upp, vér höfum lengi sofit. Vek Brynhildi, göngum til borða ok verum kátar."
"Þat geri ek eigi," sagði hún "at vekja hana né við hana mæla, ok mörg dægr drakk hún eigi mjöð né vín, ok hefir hún fengit goða reiði."
Þá mælti Guðrún til Gunnars: "Gakk at hitta hana," segir hún," ok seg oss illa kunna hennar meini."
Gunnarr svarar: "Þat er mér bannat at hitta hana eða hennar fé at skipta."
Þó ferr Gunnarr at hitta hana ok leitar marga vega málsenda við hana ok fær ekki af um svörin; gengr nú á brott ok hittir Högna ok biðr hann finna hana.
En hann kveðst vera ófúss ok ferr þó ok fekk ekki af henni. Ok er hittr Sigurðr ok beðinn at finna hana. Hann svarar engu, ok er svá búit um kveldit.
Ok annan dag eptir, er hann kom heim af dýraveiði, hitti hann Guðrúnu ok mælti: "Þann veg hefir fyrir mik borit sem þetta muni til mikils koma hrollr sjá, ok
mun Brynhildr deyja."
Guðrún svarar: "Herra minn, mikil kynsl fylgja henni. Hún hefir nú sofit sjau dægr, svá at engi þorði at vekja hana."
Sigurðr svarar: "Eigi sefr hún, hún hefir stórræði með höndum við okkr."
Þá mælti Guðrún með gráti: "Þat er mikill harmr at vita þinn bana. Far heldr ok finn hana ok vit, ef sjatni hennar ofsi, gef henni gull ok mýk svá hennar reiði."
Sigurðr gekk út ok fann opinn salinn. Hann hugði hana sofa ok brá af henni klæðum ok mælti: "Vaki þú, Brynhildr, sól skínn um allan bæinn, ok er ærit sofit.
Hritt af þér harmi ok tak gleði."
Hún mælti: "Hví sætir þinni dirfð, er þú ferr mik at hitta? Mér var engi verri í þessum svikum."
Sigurðr spyrr: "Hví mælir þú eigi við menn, eða hvat angrar þik?"
Brynhildr svarar: "Þér skal ek segja mína reiði."
Sigurðr mælti: "Heilluð ertu, ef þú ætlar grimman minn hug við þik, ok er sjá þinn maðr, er þú kaust."
"Nei," segir hún, "eigi reið Gunnarr eldinn til vár, ok eigi galt hann mér at mundi felldan val. Ek undruðumst þann mann, er kom í minn sal, ok þóttumst ek
kenna yður augu, ok fekk ek þó eigi víst skilit fyrir þeiri huldu, er á lá á minni hamingju."
Sigurðr segir: "Ekki erum vér göfgari menn en synir Gjúka. Þeir drápu Danakonung ok mikinn höfðingja, bróður Buðla konungs."
Brynhildr svarar: "Margt illt eigum vér þeim upp at inna, ok minn oss ekki á harma vára. Þú, Sigurðr, vátt orminn ok reitt eldinn ok of mína sök, ok váru þar eigi
synir Gjúka konungs."
Sigurðr svarar: "Ekki varð ek þinn maðr, ok vartu mín kona, ok galt við þér mund ágætr konungr."
Brynhildr svarar: "Eigi sá ek svá Gunnar, at minn hugr gerði hlæja við honum, ok grimm em ek við hann þótt ek hylma yfir fyrir öðrum."
"Þat er ógurligt," segir Sigurðr, "at unna eigi slíkum konungi, eða hvat angrar þik mest? Mér sýnist sem hans ást sé þér gulli betri."
Brynhildr svarar: "Þat er mér sárast minna harma, at ek fæ eigi því til leiðar komit, at bitrt sverð væri roðit í þínu blóði."
Sigurðr svarar: "Kvíð eigi því. Skammt mun at bíða, áðr bitrt sverð mun standa í mínu hjarta, ok ekki muntu þér verra biðja, því at þú munt eigi eptir mik lifa.
Munu ok fáir várir lífsdagar heðan í frá." Brynhildr svarar: "Eigi standa þín orð af litlu fári, síðan þér svikuð mik frá öllu yndi, ok ekki hirði ek um lífit."
Sigurðr svarar: "Lif þú ok unn Gunnari konungi ok mér, ok allt mitt fé vil ek til gefa, at þú deyir eigi."
Brynhildr svarar: "Eigi veizt þú gerla mitt eðli. Þú berr af öllum mönnum, en þér hefir engi kona orðit leiðari en ek."
Sigurðr svarar: "Annat er sannara: Ek unna þér betr en mér, þótt ek yrða fyrir þeim svikum, ok má því nú ekki bregða, því at ávallt, er ek gáða míns geðs, þá
harmaði mik þat, er þú vart eigi mín kona. En af mér bar ek sem ek mátta, þat er ek var í konungshöll, ok unda ek því þó, at vér várum öll saman. Kann ok verða,
at fram verði at koma þat, sem fyrir er spát, ok ekki skal því kvíða."
Brynhildr svarar: "Of seinat hefir þú at segja, at þik angrar minn harmr, en nú fám vér enga líkn."
Sigurðr svarar: "Gjarna vilda ek, at vit stigim á einn beð bæði ok værir þú mín kona."
Brynhildr svarar: "Ekki er slíkt at mæla, ok eigi mun ek eiga tvá konunga í einni höll, ok fyrr skal ek líf láta en ek svíkja Gunnar konung," -- ok minnist nú á
þat, er þau fundust á fjallinu ok sórust eiða, -- "en nú er því öllu brugðit, ok vil ek eigi lifa."
"Eigi munda ek þitt nafn," sagði Sigurðr, "ok eigi kennda ek þik, fyrr en þú vart gift, ok er þetta inn mesti harmr."
Þá mælti Brynhildr: "Ek vann eið at eiga þann mann, er riði minn vafrloga, en þann eið vilda ek halda eða deyja ella."
"Heldr en þú deyir, vil ek þik eiga, en fyrirláta Guðrúnu," segir Sigurðr, en svá þrútnuðu hans síður, at í sundr gengu brynjuhringar.
"Eigi vil ek þik," sagði Brynhildr, "ok engan annarra." Sigurðr gekk í brott. Svá segir í Sigurðarkviðu:
"Út gekk Sigurðr
andspjalli frá,
hollvinr lofða
ok hnipnaði,
svá at ganga nam
gunnarfúsum
sundr of síður
serkr járnofinn."
Ok er Sigurðr kom í höllina, spyrr Gunnarr, hvárt hann viti, hverr meintregi henni væri eða hvárt hún hefir mál sitt. Sigurðr kvað hana mæla mega. Ok nú ferr
Gunnarr at hitta hana í annat sinn ok spyrr, hví gegndi hennar meini eða hvárt nokkur bót mundi til liggja.
"Ek vil eigi lifa," sagði Brynhildr, "því at Sigurðr hefir mik vélt ok eigi síðr þik, þá er þú lézt hann fara í mína sæng. Nú vil ek eigi tvá menn eiga senn í
einni höll, ok þetta skal vera bani Sigurðar eða þinn eða minn, því at hann hefir þat allt sagt Guðrúnu, en hún brigzlar mér."
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